How to live my day fully by each day

Bucket lists:

1. Learning how to swim
2. Going to gym and work out on my flat belly with a personal trainer
3. Sleep better
4. Worry Less
5. More diligent in career
6. Never give up so easily
7. Be true to myself
8. Don't be afraid to love again
9. Be more patient
10. Be more compassion and understanding
11. Never keep hatred and anger overnight
12. Get closer to God and Have faith on GOD

Loving with fear

Loving without fear of losing, love as you never hurt before, love with your full heart, love without prejudice, then you may find love truly amazing.

Life is short, pursuit your love, your dream, your soulmate.
Enjoy spending time together with the one your love.
Compliment each other in life.

Making love out of nothing at all.
Feeling of falling in love is priceless, feeling of being loved and precious, spark your life.


A woman or man who in love, life is full of joys and hopes. Inspiring, sweet and courageous to take up any challenges and responsibility. This is love.


Let's fall in love again, let your heart beats again,
If you never walk under a starry night, how would you appreciate the starlight shower tenderly on you.

I am blessed to fall in love again. No matter what is the outcome, i enjoyed love and to be loved.

How Long would I live? Have I ever lived?

How long can we live? 300,000 days? Assume I live for 75 years, 75 X 365=27375 days!!!  I have pass 59% of my life.

Sound scary, and I m still wondering around, still timid to explore the world, still like to live in a very comfort zone. Still scared to start my adventurous life.

What is holding me back? Why I have so much concern to live freely, live boldly and live without fear?

I has been thinking and keep thinking, but I don't know.

People told me, ask yourself, listen to your heart. But my heart say nothing.
Somehow, I am restless. I know I did not live my life fully up to today. I know I can do more than that, I can live better, I can achieve more. But I don't know how to start, how to do it.

Searching my soul, having my conversation with God, and I am still lose.

Passing day without living a life happily and inspiring.

It is time for a change in 2016, started from now on, a bucket list.

Fly like a eagle, go higher, go freely.

悼日落洞之虎

今天一早醒过来，仿佛中好像听见念经的声音，好像回到了五年前的清晨。
心里忽然有点难过了。

打开脸书，惊闻卡巴星先生车祸往生了。久久不能回过神来，眼泪就流下来了。生死从来就不在我们的手中。我们永远也准备不了。

从没机会见过他真人，只从报章很网络新闻上认识他。可是他的热忱，和不屈不饶的奋斗精神，为公义，为国家的抱负，让人敬佩。

忽然，他就这样走了。

生死是自然法则，要应身永久的住于世间，是有违法性的自然规则。佛陀曾经说过，“你们若要我永久住于世间，而你们却不依着我所指示的教法而行，就算我活了千千万万岁，又有什么用呢？”

“你们若能依我的教法而行，就等于我永久活在你们的心中，我的法身慧命，会遍于一切处和你们及未来的众生共在一起。”

天下没有不散的筵席，日落洞之虎已经为我们贡献了他的一生，他对公义原则，法律和宪法的坚持，我们当永记在心。继续他的斗争精神，不为强权折腰，无畏无惧共同为更公平更美好的国家努力。

伤心的眼泪过后，你们准备好了吗？

心

人的心很神奇， 这刻失意， 下一刻却又充满希望了。

好好照顾你的心， 保护你的心。

没有了心， 会活的行尸走肉，

没有了心， 还是人吗？

一切唯心造。 你的感觉， 你的爱情， 你的希望， 你的毅力， 你的行动，都由你的心决定。

起心动念， 是非常奇妙的，可是人往往不会保护自己的心。

明明对方不在爱你了， 你的心还是舍不得离开， 还是要生要死， 还是痴痴等待。
明明不可为， 还是不愿放弃。

当人的拳头要打到你的眼睛了， 眼皮马上会合起来，保护眼睛啊！

可是明明你的心要被折磨了， 你怎么还甘之如贻？

到底是心在折磨你， 还是你在虐待你的心？

年轻的时候， 我很喜欢跟自己过不去， 虐待自己的心， 越是不能得到， 越是强求。

还好当时年轻， 耗过来了。

现在， 我要好好保护我的心了。

让它活起来， 可是不能让它太痛， 不能让它太放任， 要让它多一些慈悲， 适当的时候， 也要让它狠一些， 坚强一些。

人可以骗了所有的人， 可是骗不了自己的心。

善待你的心，管好你的心。

你心情坏时， 会干什么呢？What would u do when u r angry or frustrated ?

When  I am angry or frustrated, I feel like throwing things, but i did not. (because end up I have to buy it and replace it, very painful to do that)

Or I feel like eating...eating all the sinful food (my sinful food are fried chicken, chocolate, beer..) But I did not, because I know how difficult to get back in shape.

Or I feel like going shopping and have a good tea break. But I did not, because I know how tired to pay back all the credit card later. And tonne of work is waiting for me when i come back, what need to be done is got to be done.

So, seem like I can not do this, can not do that. Very bad hur?

So, I ended up disturb my friend on FB, poke there and here.

Sorry if you happen to post something that make me feel irritated .........(basically i think i am a bit physco...not  your post irritable, but my mind see everything also irritable at that time.), that is, i start to pick fire.

Yes, I am an emotional lady who try to hide my emotion most of the time, because I don't want to be seen as failure, someone who fail to manage her emotion well.  However, I usually fail to hide. Somehow someone still see it.

When I am frustrated or angry, I would become a bit nervous, a bit crazy, a bit fussy, a bit heartless, very hot tempered. That is me, don't get shock when you see the dark sides of me.

And i believe you must be pretty close to me when you see this sides of me.

I am still trying to figure out how to handle my anger or frustration. So, at the time being, just bear with me for a while, especially if you are my close friends or families.

leader

I am not a leader, but seem that most of my friends who know me, say that I am a strong lady "女强人”。

hahaha, I am never a strong lady.

I am timid, indecisive and take life too easy, means i am a very slow person. That kill me in business.

However, most of the time, i was put in a situation whereby I need to make fast decision, I need to behave as a leader, I need to give direction, I need to deal with the "challenging" situations.

Not many people I can talk to when I am lost, but there are few, very few of them. Sometimes, they give me just a few words, that open my mind. I see light.

And there was someone, when he said nothing at all, but just a hug, he give me so much strength to carry on. I miss his hug.

I admire people who are born leader, charismatic, intelligent and accountability!  They dare to make decision, dare to give direction and dare to take up all the responsibilities especially when there is failure.

They stand up again after they tumble or fell.

I am still learning, learn to be a leader, be a brave lady in life.

And i should not forget to be a lovely friend as well, be the one who give you a hug when you need it most.

Wish me good luck,the one who tumble a lot in the process of learning.