When I am angry or frustrated, I feel like throwing things, but i did not. (because end up I have to buy it and replace it, very painful to do that)
Or I feel like eating...eating all the sinful food (my sinful food are fried chicken, chocolate, beer..) But I did not, because I know how difficult to get back in shape.
Or I feel like going shopping and have a good tea break. But I did not, because I know how tired to pay back all the credit card later. And tonne of work is waiting for me when i come back, what need to be done is got to be done.
So, seem like I can not do this, can not do that. Very bad hur?
So, I ended up disturb my friend on FB, poke there and here.
Sorry if you happen to post something that make me feel irritated .........(basically i think i am a bit physco...not your post irritable, but my mind see everything also irritable at that time.), that is, i start to pick fire.
Yes, I am an emotional lady who try to hide my emotion most of the time, because I don't want to be seen as failure, someone who fail to manage her emotion well. However, I usually fail to hide. Somehow someone still see it.
When I am frustrated or angry, I would become a bit nervous, a bit crazy, a bit fussy, a bit heartless, very hot tempered. That is me, don't get shock when you see the dark sides of me.
And i believe you must be pretty close to me when you see this sides of me.
I am still trying to figure out how to handle my anger or frustration. So, at the time being, just bear with me for a while, especially if you are my close friends or families.
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